Maniacmind :its all in my head……..

well after another sem in manipal…at last i reached delhi and enjoying a short stay here.will be going to home in few days …..missing home a lot.but some bad news too my hard disk has crashed again …

Well after so much planing and preparation  we set off to our destination Malpe beach from Manipal,it was fun  trip.I had a game of cricket after  a long time thou my team was defeated it was fun……

we came to know about the non serious side of our beloved seniors in a new daylight.

The most cherished moment rather the moment i was surprised was to see Nodu bhaiya fielding the ball brilliantly.And anyone present their can’t forget the wilder side if he was thrown into the water for a dip.with lots  of masti and fun we proceeded to game of volleyball with sanchita acting as referee ( claiming to b unbaised one) and then the family moved for the awesum dinner and to everyone’s surprise Rakesh bhaiya orgnized official intro of seniors taken by juniors then vice versa.we came to know a lot about our seniors and i m sure the way this family is our bond will strengthen with time.

well its will not be a lie to say that i m looking forward to the next ieee family day out hard…………what a long wait..

Well thanx to attending the blogger meet i meet with a person called Mohan. he told me have a company providing free web space.he told me to mail him and he will help me out with the matter.And at once i got free web space on www.yfma.com.

its a vps server ,cpanel version 11.18.1-release,apache 2.0.6.1

well i m looking forward to having a website of my own now though domain thing still to be taken care of.

hoping this thing goes well then i can think of buying webspace after some time to have full control.

lamhon mein yeh waqt gujar jayega

jo dehka tha khwab woh shayad nazar ayega

jeena hai toh is pal ko jeelo

pata nahi kaunsa lamha aakhri saasien le aayega

tanhai ki banzar zameen par hi

yadoon ka gulshan panapta hai

gammon ke daman mein hi

khyshiyon ka angan mahekta hai

ahsfaq hote hai kabhi aankhon mein

kahi hoton pe hansi hoti hai

kyon jane yeh pagal hawa

kisi ke kaanon mein

jane kya kehti hai

akela hota hoon jab toh

kuch khas nazar hote hain

kuch log tanhai mein bhi

aapna asar chod jate hai

kabhi bachpan ki aankon mein muskurati hain

kabhi woh jhagde haste hue saamne aate hai

yaad rahkta hoon sab ko

par jaane kyon log mujhe bhool jate hain………..

Well today by sheer fate i was kicked out of the class by my chemistry teacher.While wondering what to do i meet Ankur,Ankit and Ravi going for manipal bloggers meet so i decided to join them.it was a wonderful experiece to attend such a workshop it was one of the best events i attended in manipal so far.The event kick started right away after we reached there.The opening talk was by Annie Zaidi a “tehelka ” jounralist.

She talked about the “BLOGGING AND JOUNRALISM”

the few points rather question raised by her were

why jounralist blog?

what reader think ?

and also she talked about power of blogging

but what i found best was her quotes which i like to share here

“They create enthuiasm,but not crediblity” which she said in ref. to blogger journalism

“They want to express,but not find out”

This showed the essense of the whole talk .She shared her view about the credibility and professionalism of the amateur journalist bloggers.

Her speech was followed by a talk on medical blogging by Dr. Raj Warrier vice chancellor of our university.He was talking so slowly that u can hardly understand anything.it was followed by highly appreciable talk by Chandrahas Choudhury on “BLOGGING AND LITERATURE” i kinda liked this talk.After that we had blah blah blah by some satyam guy on corporate blogging.

Now came the tormentor i don’t exactly remember his name but he rocked us all he was the one who extracted public response by raising arguments and discussion. and after racking the brains of all we got a short break followed by a surprise.

In place of ankur some other guy started his talk i would rather say advertising his blog or so called site.Though Vishal sir editor of our ed-board asked just one question mercilessly to kick him out of the stage. Our whole group was happy now as its was Ankur’s turn to get everyone’s attention he involved public easily as usual but some were fuming bcoz of his usual habit of taking technical topics which few people understand.after a one on one fight about WEB 2.O he setlled down content to get some public response but unaware about what’s happening next.

Ravi not to my surprise took a out of the topic to speak on “anonymous”. i don’t want to start a argument here but the topic envolved everyone present in the convention.although ravi was open to all sorts of questions about his point of veiw everyone in the veiwers were fighting war of words among them selfs so Ravi escaped any weird sort of questioning( i wished someone could have challenged him there i would have added more spice) .After this talk i m pretty sure anyone out there seeing any “anonymous” post or comment will remember Ravi for sure.After that we got to leave unwillingly as we were receiving calls from our seniors

well found these pics while surfing these are amazing…………………

well after 4 days of brain stroming and lot of disappointments the sessionals ended what i can see from now is  the result  s howing zeros more than ever i my life & i think  this was the worst exam i had ever given. hoping for good results nxt time but still i m totally down after these. i knew what was coming still never made my mind for studying.well still can’t crub my tendency to party or to do anything but not studies

Sitting alone and watching the sky

With the restless shore when the tide is high

Watching the ignorant walk of time

He always wonder what went wrong with life

With malevolence surfaced and lunacy revived

No friend to share a laugh or a foe in sight

Where is almighty

Why doesn’t he show me the light?

When the war is within and warrior inside,

He finds no peace or no solace

But continues to fight against those

Who were once his allies

He seems happy but he is sad

His day is good but dreams are bad

He had to smile for the picture in the frame

But had anyone seen his face when mirror calls his name

He was ignored easily for he had no fame

But he was always there when someone has to blame

What all actually meant was “thank god”

When they said good bye

No soul belived when truth was said

But they belived in his lie instead

Now who cares he lives or die

He is always nip and tuck

In race with life

He never blamed others for his fate

But why they did this to him

Was always a topic for him to debate

The game is over and he is left alone

And there is no way he can go back home

There were some moments he cherished In life

But at last he closed his eyes.

He is a new person now

The old one can not be revived

Its quite sometime now that i have done a self -examination of what i m doing and what’s the point of all my actions nowadays .Literally i m doing nothing just wasting my time thou aware of it i can do nothing about it.lot of thoughts coming in mind  then vanishing like anything . I think this feeling of restlessness had to do something with me being alone in my own way.I have friends here but a few i can trust.And with all the work piling up i am certainly feeling the heat.There are reasons to be happy as i am doing something i always thought of doing but still its not a excuse .Also i have finally realized that i m at the wrong place as far as hostel is concerned some people certainly have issues with me here for what reasons i don’t know but now being fully aware of the scenario its wise to stay away from these guys as our thinking frequencies are out of phase.well i would also like to thank  my friends Ankur and Mayank  for it was them in some way who cheer me up whenever something is going on in my mind.